But wander far away, a homeless man, Prophetic, orphan'd both of name and fame. I come and go with haggard warning eyes; And some are saved because they see me pass, And, shuddering, yet constant to their task, up for comfort to the silent stars. Look XIV. ANTONY IN ARMS. Lo, we are side by side!-One dark arm furls Around me like a serpent warm and bare; The other, lifted 'mid a gleam of pearls, Holds a full golden goblet in the air: Her face is shining through her cloudy curls With light that makes me drunken unaware, And with my chin upon my breast I smile Upon her, darkening inward all the while. And thro' the chamber curtains, backward roll'd By spicy winds that fan my fever'd head, I see a sandy flat slope yellow as gold To the brown banks of Nilus wrinkling red In the slow sunset; and mine eyes behold The West, low down beyond the river's bed, Grow sullen, ribb'd with many a brazen bar, Under the white smile of the Cyprian star. A bitter Roman vision floateth black My swelling nostrils drink the fumes of fight: But then, she smiles upon me!—and I lack The warrior will that frowns on lewd delight, And, passionately proud and desolate, I smile an answer to the joy I hate. Joy coming uninvoked, asleep, awake, Makes sunshine on the grave of buried powers; But from her lips mild words and kisses break, I think of Honour's face-then turn to hers- Lo, how her dark arm holds me !-I am bound By the soft touch of fingers light as leaves : I drag my face aside, but at the sound Of her low voice I turn-and she perceives The cloud of Rome upon my face, and round My neck she twines her odorous arms and grieves, Shedding upon a heart as soft as they Tears 'tis a hero's task to kiss away! And then she loosens from me, trembling still When pearly tears her drooping eyelids fill, And lost to use of life and hope and will, And turn, and watch her sidelong in annoy— Then snatch her to me, flush'd with shame and joy! Once more, O Rome! I would be son of thine— This constant prayer my chain'd soul ever saith— I thirst for honourable end-I pine Not thus to kiss away my mortal breath. |